Aug 27, 2006 11:47
My mind has been constantly right and left lately thinking about what to do with the rest of my life, so much so that I get a headache and can't think at all anymore. I have an idea in my head of what I want to do but right now I'm just not quite sure on how to get there. There are so many things that I want to do, and right now I am standing still- not going anywhere, not moving on like I should be doing. A lot of people at dvc, who are in their second year already know what they want to do and almost done in accomplishing it. The hardest part of life is change and saying goodbye to the friends you've made along the way, but I need to face my fear of change and keep moving.
And speaking of change, my friend Mark is leaving for the Marines today and is visiting in 3 months, but it's so sad that he's going to be gone. Him and his girlfriend just saw me to say goodbye and I gave him a big hug. There were no tears, but I told him there is going to be a missing piece in our group of friends. I just wish him the best and hope that if he does eventually get sent to Iraq, he stays safe and comes back.