You really do not know how much people care until you struggle.  I have seen people I thought cared for me…disappear, and been surprised by others that have shown they care more than I thought.  It is hard to figure out, and I have to be honest and admit that since I keep people at arms length most of the time, I should not be too shocked by the ( Read more... )

So, what is going on in my life?

I started running again.  I did it pretty hard a few months ago and then stopped when my life started to overwhelm me with the breakup, no job, no money, and other stress related problems.  Not an excuse by any means, but defiantly a factor.  I have ran 12 times and tonight it actually went very well.  Went 2.4 ( Read more... )

I do believe in rebirth and growth at the beginning of the year.   Here are mine.

• Get healthier. I weigh 210 and want to get down to 185-190.
• I need to get back to eating more veggies and eat better in general.
• Get back into the gym. I have a membership, I need to use it.
• Start fixing my credit. Get a credit card soon and start using it.
• Fix my family ( Read more... )