yeah right!!!

Aug 24, 2005 00:03

isn't it funny the people u meet and how fast u forget them ..i think it is pretty darn funny.....i really only talk to 1 person that i used to hang out with ..1 he takes time to call me granted the phone works both ways but just the feeling of knowing he took time to call me...me out of all people....see many of u that do not know me i had a kid ( Read more... )

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Re: u know what sandiablo August 25 2005, 04:18:42 UTC
i know you didnt say anything about jimmy in your post but you have said it to me before...thats all i was saying....and im not shutting you out its just that we used to spend every minute together, your life was my life and i needed to get away from that to see what i really want from my life...does that make sense?....i couldnt do it with you, i know that sounds mean but it isnt, its because we are were so close that it was so hard to do it alone....but i had too, im sorry....and now i know what i want but things are weird between us, maybe its because of me finding myself or maybe its something else i dont know about....i dont know what to say...im trying to figure some twited shit out in my life, with my family, and its hard to hear things that are being said in my house.....whatever, its just hard for me to be around people right now, this is a side of me you've never seen before and its hard to handle...im being faced with decisions and guilt that are unfair to me...but its hard to explain here....again i am sorry that i made you feel bad or sad and i dont want to lose you as a friend....ill be at the bbq....gotta ask off work tomorrow but i will be there ok...

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