yeah right!!!

[stacea18]

isn't it funny the people u meet and how fast u forget them ..i think it is pretty darn funny.....i really only talk to 1 person that i used to hang out with ..1 he takes time to call me granted the phone works both ways but just the feeling of knowing he took time to call me...me out of all people....see many of u that do not know me i had a kid

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[leili]

I would call you but I don't have your number anymore! I am sorry that I have been so busy. I miss you and wish I wasn't so far away. I can't wait to come down to Cali to see you and your beautiful son. Well take care and know that I totally understand your frustration.

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[sandiablo]

ok, if you have a problem with me then you can call me and tell me without posting it here for me to read....im not not hanging out with you....i realize it doesnt seem that way because we dont see each other but you dont call me either....and i miss you and zander terribly but i am having a stressful time and i have been for the past couple months...i have been trying to figure out what i have to do for me because i am not currently living a healthy lifestyle...i needed time away from everyone...and i dont see anyone except friday nights i take the night to hang out with the guys because its relaxing....and i only left that night when i showed you my car because you were busy and made me feel unwelcome...so it goes both ways...i love you and i miss you and i would love to see more of you but i have to figure me out first and between looking for a new job, working 2 jobs going to school and finding time for homework im pretty busy.....im sorry if it hurts but i thought you'd be happy for me trying to make my life better...and this has

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[stacea18]

yes i am happy for u tryin to change ur life but to change ur life u do not need to shut out the ones that care about u the most...and for the whole jimmy thing i never said anything about that in my post ...i'm cool with jimmy..i understand about tryin to start a new life trust me i know...if u new anything about whats goin on at my house right now u would understand ...well my bbq is on teh 5 at 5pm....i will be moving out of my house hopefully soon after that ...but umm i guess i'll talk to u whenever..
bye

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[sandiablo]

i know you didnt say anything about jimmy in your post but you have said it to me before...thats all i was saying....and im not shutting you out its just that we used to spend every minute together, your life was my life and i needed to get away from that to see what i really want from my life...does that make sense?....i couldnt do it with you, i know that sounds mean but it isnt, its because we are were so close that it was so hard to do it alone....but i had too, im sorry....and now i know what i want but things are weird between us, maybe its because of me finding myself or maybe its something else i dont know about....i dont know what to say...im trying to figure some twited shit out in my life, with my family, and its hard to hear things that are being said in my house.....whatever, its just hard for me to be around people right now, this is a side of me you've never seen before and its hard to handle...im being faced with decisions and guilt that are unfair to me...but its hard to explain here....again i am sorry that i made

[crazyc454]

ur right the phone does work both ways u call but notjust to hang out so yeah