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Well, i was thinking about deleting this livejournal, and making a new one, 'cause my name for this .. StabxMyxHeart .. makes me feel emO all over again haha. But then i thought about it, and said, what the hell, i had this name for more than 4 years why should i change it? .. well of course i've changed over the past 4 years, but it doesnt mean im not the same person. The thing that consumed my internet life, was of course myspace. After being on myspace for a long time, i kinda forgot about this whole thing. While looking through my old entries.. my o my .. i lost touch with my emotions haha. Now i dont really write about my feelings, nor do i even care about my feelings, i just sit and stare, at a blank piece of paper, and say to myself, 'i dont need to do this anymore, i can get over things by myself' .. then again, i have no idea what im feeling anymore .. i can't even write down my feelings anymore. Something sparked inside me a few years ago.. and i stopped writing, i stopped .... i just stopped with this whole thing.. i know, i know, i write alot, and you think im a big train of emotional feelings .. im not, i just like to write things down, thats one reason why i dont take AIM serious.. 'cause its all just typing, nothing more nothing less .. just typing back and fourth to a friend, neighbor, a stranger.. whoever you talk to .. but you have to understand, AIM VS Real LIFE = DIFFERENT ... thats enough for me, i got nothing else to talk about, but im damn sure that i'll be back on here probably tomorrow or the next day, because im getting addicted to this again .. =D .. so to everyone who is still on my friend list, or is a vister, im back ..