its been a while...
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.
so i definately havent written in this for over a month....and the times have been so weird...so much has happened and yet at the same time...nothing has happened at all... ive drifted from everything...*&* im afraid that im drifting farther from people i love.... a couple in particular... so im gonna write a little to a couple certain people
first of all..
*kristina...im so sorry i havent been the happiest person on the earth lately and i know that it shows...and im sry if i seem to get mad at you every once in a while for no apparent reason, im not, i promise and im sry i could ever make you think that! thanks for ALLLLWAYS being there for me and no matter what always trying to cheer me up! you are THE greatest friend a girl could ask for and i love you with all my heart. p.s. im so happy for you and your taken self!! mwah!*
*will...oh boy, i dont even know where to start...first let me apoligize for the way ive acted to you, i have ABSOLUTELY NO idea what i have been thinking....its amazing how much a person like you can take so much crap from a person like me and still be able to only respond with good things to say and tell that person how much you love them... you impress me so much, you are amazing in everything you do and your relationship with god is AMAZING also...you are by far one of the best if not the best guy i have ever met in my life, and i would be there for you in a heartbeat, since thats exactly what you do for me...and when we grow up we are going to get married :-D i love you soooo much! dont ever ever EVVVVER forget that!*
*kami...whew, man...weve been through some stuff dude..im pretty sure i wouldve DIED by now if you didnt know exactly how i felt and how to try and make me feel better...and im not saying that im glad your going through it too, but im soo glad you are here to keep me going, you are so awesome and i dont like the fact that you have to leave soon...thank you for everything...well get through this man...oh jeez i sound like someone royal we knew ((lmao!!))love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my 3 bffs....yall are what make my world go round!!!!!
so im sorry to everybody i havent been myself in a while but im trying.....i really am trying...
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.
so i definately havent written in this for over a month....and the times have been so weird...so much has happened and yet at the same time...nothing has happened at all... ive drifted from everything...*&* im afraid that im drifting farther from people i love.... a couple in particular... so im gonna write a little to a couple certain people
first of all..
*kristina...im so sorry i havent been the happiest person on the earth lately and i know that it shows...and im sry if i seem to get mad at you every once in a while for no apparent reason, im not, i promise and im sry i could ever make you think that! thanks for ALLLLWAYS being there for me and no matter what always trying to cheer me up! you are THE greatest friend a girl could ask for and i love you with all my heart. p.s. im so happy for you and your taken self!! mwah!*
*will...oh boy, i dont even know where to start...first let me apoligize for the way ive acted to you, i have ABSOLUTELY NO idea what i have been thinking....its amazing how much a person like you can take so much crap from a person like me and still be able to only respond with good things to say and tell that person how much you love them... you impress me so much, you are amazing in everything you do and your relationship with god is AMAZING also...you are by far one of the best if not the best guy i have ever met in my life, and i would be there for you in a heartbeat, since thats exactly what you do for me...and when we grow up we are going to get married :-D i love you soooo much! dont ever ever EVVVVER forget that!*
*kami...whew, man...weve been through some stuff dude..im pretty sure i wouldve DIED by now if you didnt know exactly how i felt and how to try and make me feel better...and im not saying that im glad your going through it too, but im soo glad you are here to keep me going, you are so awesome and i dont like the fact that you have to leave soon...thank you for everything...well get through this man...oh jeez i sound like someone royal we knew ((lmao!!))love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my 3 bffs....yall are what make my world go round!!!!!
so im sorry to everybody i havent been myself in a while but im trying.....i really am trying...
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees