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May 11, 2005 18:39

HApy Birthday to deh kik-butt fencing, butterfly swimming, HYSTERIA-cal Julzo =)!!!!!! Finally, i can take a much begged for, deep sigh of relief from anymore deadlines tugging on my irritated skin [ for the meantime anyway =( ] Yehp, thats one shackle undone from CouRsework; "Analyse and comment on the pre-credit scenes of the Bond movie Goldendye" ! Thank God!
A feeling of accomplishment? hek yah! well, sort of. You see i slept at 5.30 am this morning in finishing that essay, which is bad cus I had like 3 weeks given to do it. hah! that's what i call last minute. Procrastination : suxs big tyme. But thing is, I've been so use to doing my c/ws and projects the night before that my mentality has flip-reversed into " if i can do it 4 hours before the deadline then why waste time doing it earlier? " ehh? right?. . . Anyway, procrastinating does have it's pros. Having spent time last night all in my lonesome, i fell inlove with a certain voice. a voice so warm and so sweeet. a voice that accompanied me through the silence of the dark to early hours of the passing day and made my late-night work a little more than 'okai' >>> OMG! i fell inlove with John Mayer!
John Mayer's already been in my long list of fav. musical artists, but i guess listening to ONLY  his voice for 3 hours straight made me *sigh*...ahh....hihihi! And I was listening to some of his live shows on Windows Media Player, and the dude can seriously rock on the electric guitar!! wOah!! especially likin the songs 'clarity', 'love song for no one' , 'Why georgia' and '83' =)

Recently, I've been having these concious thoughts about how 'aware' I am of the things going on around me. I mean on personal stuff. Like what i think of myself, what people think of me, my actions, how they feel about me, if they talk b'hind me back and that sorta stuff. And i've drawn to the best conclusion that it's sometimes best not to know at all! Knowing all creates worries, then burdens, then after a while you'll just feel completely useless. Simply because u'll be too busy waiting on other peoples thoughts and actions in order to get on with life. Some may say it's being naive? but i say it's enjoying and taking pleasure in my Youth! So who cares what you wear? who cares how you weigh? who cares what they say about you? in the end of the day this is only ONE LIFE- ONE LIFe for ONE person > YOU!!!.  this may sound extreme but; don't adjust to your surrondings, make your surrondings adjust to you =P..haha ukii maybe too xtreme, but you catch my drift?

enjoy being weird, enjoy being different, enjoy being 'skiny' nd lovin it, enjoy self-pity, enjoy your own lil' qwirks, enjoy whispers b`hind your bak- hei! they're talkin bout u aren't they?, enjoy expressing yourself, enjoy being your self, enjoy living, enjoy loving:: as long as in the end you have a smyle on your face: just ENJOy =)

Good news! Our student parliament approved our J8 communique to be submitted to the world leaders of the G8 summit. This is big i'm tellin yah!




 

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