the Lonliness is killing me
Isn't that title a line from a britney spears song? If it is I apologize, but I'm very lonely right now. Amber left a few hours ago. I tried my damndest not to cry but I couldn't help it. After I walked back out to my Jeep I cried like a big freakin baby. I never thought I'd care about someone so much. We woke up this morning and held each other for a long time. We cried together and wiped each other's tears. I know this sounds like a crappy sappy story, but shit. I dont care! This has by far been the greatest week of my life. I'll never forget that feeling I had when I saw her coming down the stairs at the airport, then the feel of that first kiss. And all the laughs we had, we laughed the whole time, right from the beginning, from her not knowing what bag was hers and it going by 3 times before she realized it to her walking about with her sneakers off after going through security. Such a silly girl. I Love her. We left the airport and went to the Beach so she could see the Atlantic, very cold though so we were only there for a couple minutes, then we went to famous pizza (the best pizza in the country) and I said my first stupid thing of the week! we're pulling up and I said hey, this is the first time I've been here with my Jeep! Not even thinking about saying it's the first time I've been there with Her, she thought I was joking and I should of acted like I was cause I didn't even think about how stupid that was to say! but of course that gave us something to laugh about and something for her to tease me about for the rest of the week. then we drove to Groton and it started to snow pretty hard and it was really beautiful, it was downright romantic. So that made for a very pleasent evening! We had plans for the next day but everything was shut down cause of the huge unexpected snowstorm. The base was closed but I made it there and was able to get down to the boat, only falling once, and checked out on leave so I was free till, well....tommorrow morning. Then went to Mickey D's and got her and I some breakfast went back to teh hotel and we ate then spent the day cuddlin up and watchin tv and just talkin and stuff. Very nice, while this may sound boring when you dont see your significant other for months at a time, a little bit of alone time is very nice! OK, I'm gonna just hit the high notes cause if I keep goin we'll be here all night and I gotta work tommorrow, So while she was here we went to the Mystic Aquarium, my second time here but love it just as much, it's a very cool place. We got there right on time to see the Sea Lion Show which is very entertaining, saw the Belugas, Penguins, and Horny Toads...LOL (story for another time) We went to Margaritas, Amber tried a Margarita and hated it, but together we drank all of it, I didn't like it either, really nasty, had pineapple in it....yuck... We went to Olive Garden, had soem wine, we dotn like wine! Got some free cake though, that was good. Went and looked at our apartment, left talked it over, went back the next day and turned in our applications and made a $200 payment for them to hold our apartment, we went up and looked where the place we're getting is. I great location, We are both Uber Excited LOL. Went to Mystic Pizza, she took a thousand pictures cause of that Julia Roberts Movie. We saw a couple movies while she was here, Meet the Fockers...very funny. and Ocean's Twelve...Good, but I think I preferred the first one. We wanted to see the Phantom of the Opera but wasn't playing. Oh well. We also watched a few of my movies, Dodgeball, Super Troopers, EuroTrip, Blazing Saddles, Hunt for Red October. OH and Radio, which by the way I highly reccomend seeing. We did all this and so much more, she loved seeing a Submarine, I loved showing her everything, showing her my barracks room...hehe... We just had a wonderful time, and can't wait to spend every day with her, March cant come fast enough. I love her. Anyways I'm gonna go sleep for a bit and wait for her to land in Springfield. Adios for now ya'll