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I had a weird but interesting dream last night.
It started with me on campus, I was on my way to work in the chapel for some reason. I passed a friend along the way and waved to him, and he waved back. I didn't say anything because he was on the phone. Somehow I wound up on a bus, a choir bus with Dr. J driving it. Some girls were talking to me and showing me pictures on their camera, but I didn't know their names. At the time I figured they recognized me from choir but not vice versa, since I always get overwhelmed by learning all the choir girls' names.
At some point I got frustrated because I was late for work in the chapel (I guess I thought this outing would be a short one). So I said I would walk back to campus. I was walking in the rain with my choir robe for some reason, down the road alone, as the bus drove off somewhere else. Soon it kind of turned into me hovering over a black hole. Someone said, "It's a black hole, and god is keeping me from falling in." But then I did fall, faster and faster till I landed in my bed.
I wish I could understand this...I don't know if there isn't a God to keep me up, or if my faith just floundered so much that I caused myself to fall.
It started with me on campus, I was on my way to work in the chapel for some reason. I passed a friend along the way and waved to him, and he waved back. I didn't say anything because he was on the phone. Somehow I wound up on a bus, a choir bus with Dr. J driving it. Some girls were talking to me and showing me pictures on their camera, but I didn't know their names. At the time I figured they recognized me from choir but not vice versa, since I always get overwhelmed by learning all the choir girls' names.
At some point I got frustrated because I was late for work in the chapel (I guess I thought this outing would be a short one). So I said I would walk back to campus. I was walking in the rain with my choir robe for some reason, down the road alone, as the bus drove off somewhere else. Soon it kind of turned into me hovering over a black hole. Someone said, "It's a black hole, and god is keeping me from falling in." But then I did fall, faster and faster till I landed in my bed.
I wish I could understand this...I don't know if there isn't a God to keep me up, or if my faith just floundered so much that I caused myself to fall.