SOME PICTURES I TOOK TODAY.
You know... even though in a lot of ways I'm moving on... I still go through some emotional bumps here and there over the whole transition thing. I'm not completely over it all, but I still don't feel like I need to talk about it constantly like I have in the last 3 1/2 years. I've got more chest surgery coming , but I don't even know if I'll be
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Thank you so much for your words...
Man, I don't know what happened but LJ never alerted me when you posted this. Now it's like the 25th, and I finally just saw it...lol.
Yeah I think sometimes when I read other transguys journals they seem to have this thing where they don't describe the emotional parts of thier transitions more in depth. It makes me wonder if they're just trying to be stoic about it or if they really are some where deep down a bit tortured by the whole process like I am sometimes. With that said, I'm sure they are at certain moments...I guess not many of them want the humility of it out there for everyone to see. I understand. I think I'm guilty of the same thing sometimes... just recording the basics and not really getting down to the heart if things. I like your journal, you write how you feel, and how it's touching and changing different parts of your life... I can relate to a lot of it.
I emotinally crumbled because of the transition itself...like you well know, getting beyond all of it isn't easy...not by a long shot. The money part of things can be devistaing in itself if you're not careful with budgeting everything, and it just sucks...it's like you're putting your life on hold. It may be well worth it, but it's a huge sacrafice.
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