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1)[POST MISSION][Mad was near catatonic when she was brought back to the Chalice. Whatever wounds she had were relatively minor - the fact that she managed to get away from
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Mad? What's wrong?
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[Mad practically pulled away from Momo like she was on fire...]
NO!!! Go away! Please! Don't kill me! Please...please go away...
[She whimpered as she curled in on herself... what on EARTH could have caused THAT reaction?]
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I won't do that. Mad, you are my friend. I promise that I won't hurt you. I swear on my life. So please, let me in. I don't want to see you in pain.
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[Her? Which her? Who's Mad even talking about here?]
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(There is complete seriousness in Momo's voice when she says that.)
...Mad, I don't want to force you to talk about it if you don't want to. However, as your friend, I can't leave you like this. So please...please...
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[Mad remains silent... just sitting there and refusing to do anything. Momo... Mad may or may not believe you... its hard to tell... but maybe it might be for the best to give her some time alone.]
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...I'll give you some space to think...Once you are ready to talk, I'll be there and I will listen, okay?
(Momo stares at Mad for a beat to see if it sank in. She bites her lips, not wanting to leave Mad in this state, before standing up and moving away from Mad. She stays close though, unable to bring herself to move too far away, just enough to hopefully give Mad the space she needs.)
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STOP!!! Don't do it Mad!
(Momo moves as fast as she can and tries to force the gun away so that it is no longer pointed at Mad, placing her finger before the cocked hammer as a safety measure first.)
Mad, I don't know exactly what is wrong but this won't solve anything! It will just cause more pain and sadness, so please calm down!
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[Mad practically screamed that last part before headbutting Momo as hard as she could and tried to pull the gun away.]
PAIN AND SADNESS?! JUST WHAT THE FUCKING HELL WOULD YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT COMPARED TO ME?! DID YOU FIND OUT YOUR ENTIRE LIFE WAS NOTHING BUT LIES HEAPED ON MORE LIES!?
THAT ALL THE HEROES YOU BELIEVED IN BETRAYED YOU AND BROKE EVERY PROMISE AND NEVER LOVED YOU AT ALL?!
THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO YOU'RE ALWAYS FUCKING DESTINED TO DO NOTHING BUT FAIL OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE THE UNIVERSE THINKS YOU SHOULDN'T FUCKING EXIST!?!???
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I HAVE HAD MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE RIPPED AWAY FROM ME, MAD!!! I HAD TO WATCH HELPLESSLY AS I LOST THE ONLY FAMILY I HAD!! I HAD MY ONLY REASON TO FIGHT TELL ME THAT SHE HATED ME!
AND WHEN I WAS AT ROCK BOTTOM, I WAS FED LIES AND HATRED WHICH CAUSED ME TO LOSE SIGHT OF MYSELF! IT MADE HER COME TO BE! IT CREATED SEIREN!
I HAVE BEEN IN THIS SITUATION MAD! I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE A FEW POUNDS OF PRESSURE AWAY FROM TAKING YOUR OWN LIFE! TO FEEL THE COLD METAL ON YOUR HEAD!
(Momo tries harder to take the gun away from Mad. As she does, her anger leaves and all Mad can see is an endless pool of sadness in her eyes.)
I have long since failed to overcome my pain and sadness. But you can still move on Mad. Tell me, was your friendship with me a lie?! Was your promise to be there as my friend a lie?! NO!!! So please! Please just listen to me!
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[She struggles, crying tears of frustration and rage now.]
I want it to stop... the lies... the pain... everything... . it hurts so much... I just want to go away... I want to stop being here... being me... because no one would miss me anyway...
I'm a weakling... a joke...
[Because out of everyone on the Chalice... if Mad died, life would go on as usual and no one would shed a tear or bat an eyelash... as far as she knows.]
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That's not true. I would miss you. You are one of the only friends I have. And I know that it hurts. Trust me when I say I might know that feeling better than anyone on this whole ship. But killing yourself solves nothing.
You aren't a lie nor are you a joke. You are my friend. And nothing can change that fact.
(Momo hugs Mad gently, similar to how a mother holds her crying daughter. She didn't care if Mad lashed out at her. She didn't care if Mad hurt her for this. Momo just wants Mad to feel better, no matter how much Momo has to bleed for it.)
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[There would be no comfort here for her...]
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Kuso. Why can't I ever help those close to me when it matters the most?!
(And with that, Momo falls to her knees crying while pounding the ground and cursing in frustration.)
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