hmm..
My laptop gets here on Monday... Argh, I have to wait.
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For some reason I always feel like Micha's doubting me or dissapointed in me. It's hard to think she's pleased with me, no matter the occasion... Maybe that's a standard I have set for myself. Maybe it's because she doesn't express her happiness abuot anything much... anything aside from habits and technology... It makes it hard for me to believe her when she says she doesn't see so many faults in me because that is all she ever addresses, but I'm sure that's normal...
I did something for Micha today... And will be for the next week or so... I just hope she doesn't get upset with me instead of being happy about that too... I don't know... I guess I'm just paranoid that there will be some easy way for the gift to be offensive, but paranoia is not always accurate... Here's to hoping.
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For some reason I always feel like Micha's doubting me or dissapointed in me. It's hard to think she's pleased with me, no matter the occasion... Maybe that's a standard I have set for myself. Maybe it's because she doesn't express her happiness abuot anything much... anything aside from habits and technology... It makes it hard for me to believe her when she says she doesn't see so many faults in me because that is all she ever addresses, but I'm sure that's normal...
I did something for Micha today... And will be for the next week or so... I just hope she doesn't get upset with me instead of being happy about that too... I don't know... I guess I'm just paranoid that there will be some easy way for the gift to be offensive, but paranoia is not always accurate... Here's to hoping.