Today was it....the day I think I'd been unconsciously dreading for the last 4 months.

I cracked.

I can't do it anymore, I care time and time again and then today, I lost myself. I didn't lose anyone else, but I lost myself in the whirlwind of care. In a way I'm really glad I didn't lose anyone, because that would cause me a lot more pain that what I ( Read more... )