Mar 22, 2011 18:19
I just want to start by saying that I ADORE Ted Schmidt <3
Lately, though, I've been heartbroken by him. By how he's become a crystal queen and won't get help.
When he made Em do crystal with him, I literally cried. I bawled. It just killed me.
This whole story has absolutely crushed me.
I cried a second time when Ted saw himself in the video.
To call it a "wake up call" would be a severe understatement.
When he checked himself into rehab, I cried again.
I was so damn happy.
And now... Blake.
I heard his voice.
Saw his voice.
And I started to cry for a the fourth time in all of this.
I don't know what I want to happen with Ted & Blake.
(Because a part of me really does adore Ted/Emmett)
But I know that I love Blake. And I hated when he took off.
(Another time I cried. I'm such a sap!)
I'm just happy to see his beautiful face...
And his smile.
I hope he can help Teddy...
Because I miss Teddy. I want him back <3
ted!love,
qaf