Early in the morning slap on the face with ice water in tow.
Some of you must have known that I have resigned my fate to being a medical student without much sudden break down of tantrum and what-not.
Saycongratspleasethank you.
And the other some of you must have known that I have resigned to my fate into just going through the course without a scholarship to back me up. Also with the much jealousy remarks on the-guy-that-bought-almost-everything-with-his-scholarship-money and made everyone cry tears of blood and scream blasphemy, yes that is very well away too really. (Unless he does it again I can't promise you I won't throw another tantrum)
And today, I just have so happen to open the newspaper of Star and find this little article about how someone cried their way into getting a PSD scholarship.
me: ..... wow maybe I should have cried too 3 freaking years ago....
And the worst irony about it is, that said person will be coming in as my junior this July. Most probably as a Foundation junior.
And there might also be the possibility that said person brother is a friend of my old classmate which was also doing the same course and also PSD scholar and also in the US.
Is this the way their mocking me or something early in the morning?
Are they trying to mock me that I was not patriotic enough, don't love my country enough, not poor enough, not better at the interview enough, not good enough to be used, etc etc etc.
One way or another, I say this along with hundreds or maybe thousands of other non-scholarship post-3-years ago SPM candidates,
"We accepted your decision for not giving us the scholarship because we know somewhere or another we might not be what you are looking for. And with that we will continue walking the life road just as planned. It would be much appreciated if you could stop making decisions of giving good hard earned tax money to people that actually complained for not getting them. Just because you missed out a few people doesn't mean that "Oh we didn't know you exist, alright here you go" How about those that have made a tough decision to not complain? And those who doesn't have connections?"
I felt like I was just splashed by a 100 ton of ice water first thing in the morning.
Saycongratspleasethank you.
And the other some of you must have known that I have resigned to my fate into just going through the course without a scholarship to back me up. Also with the much jealousy remarks on the-guy-that-bought-almost-everything-with-his-scholarship-money and made everyone cry tears of blood and scream blasphemy, yes that is very well away too really. (Unless he does it again I can't promise you I won't throw another tantrum)
And today, I just have so happen to open the newspaper of Star and find this little article about how someone cried their way into getting a PSD scholarship.
me: ..... wow maybe I should have cried too 3 freaking years ago....
And the worst irony about it is, that said person will be coming in as my junior this July. Most probably as a Foundation junior.
And there might also be the possibility that said person brother is a friend of my old classmate which was also doing the same course and also PSD scholar and also in the US.
Is this the way their mocking me or something early in the morning?
Are they trying to mock me that I was not patriotic enough, don't love my country enough, not poor enough, not better at the interview enough, not good enough to be used, etc etc etc.
One way or another, I say this along with hundreds or maybe thousands of other non-scholarship post-3-years ago SPM candidates,
"We accepted your decision for not giving us the scholarship because we know somewhere or another we might not be what you are looking for. And with that we will continue walking the life road just as planned. It would be much appreciated if you could stop making decisions of giving good hard earned tax money to people that actually complained for not getting them. Just because you missed out a few people doesn't mean that "Oh we didn't know you exist, alright here you go" How about those that have made a tough decision to not complain? And those who doesn't have connections?"
I felt like I was just splashed by a 100 ton of ice water first thing in the morning.