AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Well I think some things are fucking comeing in to my view... I think I am piecing parts of a fucking puzzle together... I think that My fucking brother might be trying to sleep with Alex... Maybe has... I don't know yet but if so... He is not my fucking brother anymore... He knows how I feel and I am not in a good mood right now... If I find out this is true I am gonna fucking die inside... More than I have ever died before... Having my own flesh and blood betray me... If it is true... I know it will hurt... I don't want it to be but things I have read and things that have gone on... I think it might be happening... I can't believe he would do that... Fuck... I hope I am wrong...