Imminent Spontaneous Combustion.
Oh man, I haven't updated in a really long time. I guess everyone has my space now. I had the weirdest day. Really, it was more just crap. I got unnecesarily lost on the way to the promenade, which I never found. Nick and Mara were there. Bummer. I guess the day just didn't go like I thought it would.
Never expect anything, so things will always live up to expectations.
This last week has been full of family arguments and just sitting around waiting to leave it seems. I was really upset last night about something I though was legitimate but turned out to be really trivial. I felt a like idiot but you can't uncry so I tried to just with it, which just made me seem more emotionally incompetent/unstable. I'm leaving tomorrow morning for a college trip thing with the parents. We've been planning it all summer, but I'm definitely not ready to go. It can't be August already, i might explode and I haven't done any summer reading yet. Plus, I packed all my clothes. I've been in an extreme laundry-day type situation since Wednesday. That means wearing all the leftover clothes from 8th grade basically.
How could this have seemed like a good idea? Two weeks in obscenely humid east coast weather confined to close quarters with my parents, focused on college tours and interviews. Ugch, with a side of ugch.
Upon reflection, this is really just a list of why everything is crap right now. Maybe it's just me. That everything is crap I mean, not that this is a list.
Never expect anything, so things will always live up to expectations.
This last week has been full of family arguments and just sitting around waiting to leave it seems. I was really upset last night about something I though was legitimate but turned out to be really trivial. I felt a like idiot but you can't uncry so I tried to just with it, which just made me seem more emotionally incompetent/unstable. I'm leaving tomorrow morning for a college trip thing with the parents. We've been planning it all summer, but I'm definitely not ready to go. It can't be August already, i might explode and I haven't done any summer reading yet. Plus, I packed all my clothes. I've been in an extreme laundry-day type situation since Wednesday. That means wearing all the leftover clothes from 8th grade basically.
How could this have seemed like a good idea? Two weeks in obscenely humid east coast weather confined to close quarters with my parents, focused on college tours and interviews. Ugch, with a side of ugch.
Upon reflection, this is really just a list of why everything is crap right now. Maybe it's just me. That everything is crap I mean, not that this is a list.