I'm tired...
Not a metaphor for "I'm tired of my situation. I'm tired of my girlfriend. I'm tired of my BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHGARBLEDEYBLAHHHH"
Nope. I'm not. If there's one thing this existentialism crap has taught me in the past week, it's don't complain about shit. Get away from it or get the fuck over it, but if you let something controllable go on, it's your own fault. Which, i've known for a long time, but it's still nice to know there's a whole system of life based around it.
Anyway, not complaining about anything. All in all, nothing to complain about. My girlfriend loves me and doesn't flirt with other guys or cheat on me. I haven't gotten beaten up.
So the tiredness is just...me being tired. It's nice to have no metaphors for how bad life is going. I'm quite enjoying life. Everyone else should to.
So to the four-five of you that read this: Don't worry about your girl/guy troubles, not like it matters. Don't be stupid and childish, only death is inevitable in this world, so don't waste your time. Get over someone not caring about you or rather, saying they don't care about you, no big deal, i promise. Change what you want, accept what you want, live and love life while you still can. It may not be here tomorrow, but fuck, if it's not, i know i'm happy with what i've done. Everyone else should be too.
So this boils down to: Don't bitch, don't do stupid shit, and have fun. And it's true what my English teacher said: Alcohol and drugs are just escape mechanisms. Be happy, or change what's not making you happy. Otherwise, don't use something else to make you "happy" because you're not.
Much love and silly-deep contemplation,
the second philosophical orc
~Surg
P.S.: I could never be an existentialist. They don't tend to like living for other people, but I love Patty and other peoples too much to just not care. -shrug-
Nope. I'm not. If there's one thing this existentialism crap has taught me in the past week, it's don't complain about shit. Get away from it or get the fuck over it, but if you let something controllable go on, it's your own fault. Which, i've known for a long time, but it's still nice to know there's a whole system of life based around it.
Anyway, not complaining about anything. All in all, nothing to complain about. My girlfriend loves me and doesn't flirt with other guys or cheat on me. I haven't gotten beaten up.
So the tiredness is just...me being tired. It's nice to have no metaphors for how bad life is going. I'm quite enjoying life. Everyone else should to.
So to the four-five of you that read this: Don't worry about your girl/guy troubles, not like it matters. Don't be stupid and childish, only death is inevitable in this world, so don't waste your time. Get over someone not caring about you or rather, saying they don't care about you, no big deal, i promise. Change what you want, accept what you want, live and love life while you still can. It may not be here tomorrow, but fuck, if it's not, i know i'm happy with what i've done. Everyone else should be too.
So this boils down to: Don't bitch, don't do stupid shit, and have fun. And it's true what my English teacher said: Alcohol and drugs are just escape mechanisms. Be happy, or change what's not making you happy. Otherwise, don't use something else to make you "happy" because you're not.
Much love and silly-deep contemplation,
the second philosophical orc
~Surg
P.S.: I could never be an existentialist. They don't tend to like living for other people, but I love Patty and other peoples too much to just not care. -shrug-