Just some thoughts flowing free

Mar 21, 2010 00:17

So, for some reason i'm in some version of deep thought....kind of -shrug- and I realized the only way I'll ever be able to tell Patty how much I love her exactly is if I write it down and show it to her, but I have to be able to add more, because I realize, remember, and find new reasons every day. I could say everything about Her, but that's not good enough. I want her to know every intricate reason that I want to be with her, and this is the only way I'll make sure EVERYTHING is right.
Here goes.

Let's start with the more superficial:
Your smile, Your eyes, the silly faces You make, every look You've ever given me, just because it left another imprinted memory of Your beautiful face, Your beautiful face, Your body, Your body (-clothes), Your voice, Your scent (in every way you're probably thinking). In all honesty, i DO love everything about Your body and appearance, your voice and your looks. All amazing. You're the most beautiful woman in the world, at the very least to me, and you can't argue that.

More internal (Less superficial) reasons:
Your humor, the way you can put up with me, the fact that having a conversation isn't hard for us, the fact that in the first week we ever thought about being together, we told each other more than most people knew at least about me. The fact that I can still tell you everything, as you've witnessed(sorry for that again). The fact that you've taken care of me when i was sick, even though it was 100% my own fault. The fact that you don't get mad at me for most of my stupid actions (See aforementioned sickness). The fact that you're the only person I've ever been serious about moving in with, and that it's actually practical. The fact that you're willing to work so hard to make sure we see each other, even though it's usually you sacrificing other stuff. The fact that You love me just as much as I do, and there's no question of that. I love the time I have with you and the fact that you love it just as much. I love everything about you, and the things mentioned above are just a few of them.

Part deux!:
I'm a pretty foolish person.
But i'm not foolish to think or believe certain things. I'm not foolish enough to think that we'll never argue. or that you won't get mad at me for things, or that we won't have troubles. I'm not foolish enough to believe that my life would be even a fraction as amazing without you as it is now. I know that you've made my life infinitely better than I could've ever had it be on my own, or with any other person on or off this earth. But i'm perfectly fine with all of it, because I know no matter what, through any issue we have, we'll be fine. Any conceivable issue we can resolve, because we love each other.

This is shorter than I wanted it to be, but I just have to say one thing in total:

Patty, mah beautiful Flowa, I love you, more than I can ever express in words, art, music, anything. And i'm so in love with you, I never want to be without you.

Muah<3

~Surg, your silly ork, foreva and eva.
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