So
I’m trying to do a stream of conscious process but I can’t type as quickly as I can think so it’s like running in a pack of bicyclists down hill, and the bicyclists have pages of a newspaper taped to their backs, I catch a few words and then lose focus. Maybe I should run more. I can talk faster than I can type, so maybe that’s a solution but it’s not because as soon as I start talking I become enthralled with the sound of my own voice.
And my nerves are a little shot. It’s the pressure of keeping up with the mind, my fingers shake a little too much and I end up mutating “got it” to “go tit.”
It makes sense to think of it all this way: Whatever you spend your time doing, you become better at. So I’m great at procrastinating, thinking, and masturbating. I’m probably one the best I know at two of those. Look, telephone poles: Y Y Y. I have this tendency to start my sentences s with “so”, but “so” implies a cause and effect relationship. Basically, everything after “so” is because of what comes before it. I worked out so I’m strong. I stubbed my toe so I cried. Why is he crying? Didn’t you hear? He stubbed his toe. Ohhhh, poor guy.
So beginning with so omits the reason. Surpasses it. Skips it. That’s probably what’s missing. What are my problems here?
I should be somewhere else right now
And my nerves are a little shot. It’s the pressure of keeping up with the mind, my fingers shake a little too much and I end up mutating “got it” to “go tit.”
It makes sense to think of it all this way: Whatever you spend your time doing, you become better at. So I’m great at procrastinating, thinking, and masturbating. I’m probably one the best I know at two of those. Look, telephone poles: Y Y Y. I have this tendency to start my sentences s with “so”, but “so” implies a cause and effect relationship. Basically, everything after “so” is because of what comes before it. I worked out so I’m strong. I stubbed my toe so I cried. Why is he crying? Didn’t you hear? He stubbed his toe. Ohhhh, poor guy.
So beginning with so omits the reason. Surpasses it. Skips it. That’s probably what’s missing. What are my problems here?
I should be somewhere else right now