I only update when i am upset
so the past 2-3 weeks have been really sad. I met the most awesome guy , we dated and i was happy...really happy like paint the world pink and plant roses happy.....for whatever reason we didn't work out.
i've been reading "it's called a breakup because it's broken" and writing in my journal . we kind of got into a fight when i came back from ausitn ( austin is a totally different story itself) it went something like this :
me- i miss you . i can't stop thinking about you. how could you do this to me? i don't know what to do. a part of me wants to wait for you and a part of me thinks i should go away. you made of mess of me......
him- i am lost. i hurt everyone i met. i want you to be happy. i dont want you to go away. i feel like pushing everyone out of my life. i am sorry i hurt you
*he hangs up*
he wont respond to my calls or text messages. i guess he is pushing me out of his life, which is good....cause i was having trouble with that part.
aimee won't respond to me either
i should've stayed in austin
i've been reading "it's called a breakup because it's broken" and writing in my journal . we kind of got into a fight when i came back from ausitn ( austin is a totally different story itself) it went something like this :
me- i miss you . i can't stop thinking about you. how could you do this to me? i don't know what to do. a part of me wants to wait for you and a part of me thinks i should go away. you made of mess of me......
him- i am lost. i hurt everyone i met. i want you to be happy. i dont want you to go away. i feel like pushing everyone out of my life. i am sorry i hurt you
*he hangs up*
he wont respond to my calls or text messages. i guess he is pushing me out of his life, which is good....cause i was having trouble with that part.
aimee won't respond to me either
i should've stayed in austin