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It's just another one of those days. I don't feel like doing anything right now but my mom is making me clean my room and the bathroom. Then I have to go to some photo critique or something later. Lately, some things that people have been saying to me have been really bothering me. Like little stupid things will keep coming back to me and making me think. I hate being an overthinker. I always have been. It gets annoying.
I am starting to feel what Kris was talking about on Halloween. Kris has been feeling very distant lately. I think I'm almost jealous of Janice or something in a way because she hangs out with Kris more then I do and Kris tells her more stuff then me anymore. Anytime I'm with Janice and Kristy I feel like I am intruding or something because they'll be talking about stuff that I don't know about and I feel like the 3rd wheel. I know it shouldn't but it sorta gets to me when Kris goes over there like 3 days a week after school. And when I finally get to ride the bus home but she won't be on it. Then the only time I really get to talk to her is on the bus ride to school, but she doesn't respond to anything I say and if she does she just stares straight ahead and gives a short answer like I'm boring her or something. I dunno, I'm probably being way to over dramatic about this but I just don't want to lose her.
I am starting to feel what Kris was talking about on Halloween. Kris has been feeling very distant lately. I think I'm almost jealous of Janice or something in a way because she hangs out with Kris more then I do and Kris tells her more stuff then me anymore. Anytime I'm with Janice and Kristy I feel like I am intruding or something because they'll be talking about stuff that I don't know about and I feel like the 3rd wheel. I know it shouldn't but it sorta gets to me when Kris goes over there like 3 days a week after school. And when I finally get to ride the bus home but she won't be on it. Then the only time I really get to talk to her is on the bus ride to school, but she doesn't respond to anything I say and if she does she just stares straight ahead and gives a short answer like I'm boring her or something. I dunno, I'm probably being way to over dramatic about this but I just don't want to lose her.