Nov 29, 2004 00:03
"i came across a fallen tree, i felt the branches of it looking at me. is this the place we used to love? is this the place that i've been dreaming of? oh simple thing, where have you gone? i'm getting old and i need something to rely on. so tell me when you're gonna let me in, i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin. so if you have a minute, why don't we go...talk about it somewhere only we know?" -- keane
hello boys and girls. well, i know its been almost a month since ive updated and the truth is, ive just been lazy. nothing much more to it, other than that. plus, not much interesting has happened over the past month believe it or not. there has been school, going out, meeting new people and thanksgiving. that pretty much sums up my last month but i guess ill go into a little more detail...
school: school rite now is actually not too bad. im slowly, very slowly, growing to enjoy it. and i think the easy, slacker schedules that i set up for myself has a lot to do with it. while a lot of students are out sweating finals, i'm pretty much worry free. i only have one class that may present some problems for me but im sure ill manage. plus, ive set up my schedule for next semester and you are going to think im the laziest person alive. and youre probably right. i have 1 class on mondays and wednesdays and i dont go in til 1:30 those days. then on tuesdays and thursdays i have 3 classes, so ill be there from 9:00 til 1:20, which i guess isnt too bad. but the coolest thing about my schedule is that i have fridays off!! yes!! thats flippin great. ill have a 3 day weekend every weekend! yup, so im taking 12 hours again. i think im already on the 5 year plan which is alrite with me, im in no hurry to head on out into the real world. its scary! but thats it on school.
social life: well, this part of my life is doing well too actually. ive been having fun with my friends, going out, just having a good time. we had another par-tay at jons house and i must say it was just like the good ol' days. nice, clean fun! lol. there was an abundance of money spent on alcohol that night! it was ridiculous to say the least. but more people went than we expected so that was even more fun. let me see...what else? i guess my girl situation can fall into the social life category too...and i met an extrememly awesome girl recently that basically swept me off my feet. it had been such a long time since this has happened and i must say that i really enjoyed that feeling. and if shes reading this rite now, i hope she doesnt get embarrased cause i mean every word i say! but as far as what happens between us two in the near or distant future is a big blur. but i definately wont be optimistic about it, because ive learned that optimism never works. anytime i have a good feeling about something, it all goes to crap. so ill continue living my life in a pessimistic haze, especially since im about 87% sure that these feelings arent mutual! so if/when nothing does happens, ill be ok with it. i know thats a horrible way to live life but its better than being optimistic and getting hurt in the end. thats even worse. but even though ill be pessimistic, ill secretly keep my fingers crossed! hehe. lol, im so retarded. but oh well, thats all i got to say about that.
thanksgiving: hope that everyone had a safe and happy thanksgiving and ate plenty of turkey and stuffing. well, this years thanksgiving for me was certainly better than last years. first off, on thursday, cesar and i went to visit my friend ryan and he invited us to eat at his house with his family. that was a lot of fun...turkey, ping pong and football. what more could i possibly ask for?? and the turkey was delicious. so i gotta thank him for that too. i hung out there most of the nite, then went to my aunts house and then to daniels house. but all that tryptophan from the turkey had me so tired that i called it a night extremely early. but yup, i cant believe that thanksgiving has already passed. the year goes by so damn quick. im afraid to blink cause i think ill miss something! but its been a good year, i have honestly nothing to complain about and much to be thankful for. sometimes i may complain about how life is going, but in reality, i wouldnt want it any other way. i think sometimes people take for granted just how good life is. which brings me to the first question of the nite... what do you have to be thankful for this year? hmm, thats a good question...
oh and last friday, before i forget, i got to see my hawaiian friend devin for the first time in almost a year!! very exciting indeed. and if you read this devin, im sorry that we didnt have anything cooler planned for you to do, but regardless, i was very happy to see you!! ay dev, shes gotta be the most spontaneous person i know, but thats a good thing. i wish i had the will power to just get up and leave on a whim. i commend her on that. : )
well, sadly, that is pretty much my last month in a nut shell. pretty boring, right?? yup, i warned you, but thanks for reading. and i leave you with the last question of the night that EVERYONE who reads this must answer. and it is...hmmmm....does everything really happen for a reason?? why or why not and do you have any examples from your own life?? thats all i got. ill try and update more often now.
buenas noches.