i see my goals and im reaching for shooting stars
holy crap, i almost forgot about this site, how could i? and now im thinking about open diary.
well,
im FINALLY OFFICIALLY STUDYING FOR THE GRE'S!!!!!!!!!!
yes folks back to school i will go, eventually
ive got ALOT of upward climbing to do in regards to studying
im a very rusty one, but ive got a tutor and will power so im all set.
going for an MFA program in the field of creative writing, see im gonna be a professor!
i turned 32 in march
got my credit score, trying to work on it
trying to change my life and take it to the next level.
my relationship is well, but sum is very busy working on self stuff right now
we were doing couples for a few months and that was real helpful
we even opened our relationship for a couple months, i mean technically
but just for one person. it went good it went bad it went all over the place
but the bottom line is sum and or and we closed it up and yeah. very FUN TIMES! hehe
moms is dating and has a rather serious bf that she claims is not the case. but it IS.
through a great friend im going to try this new technique with my eyeglass lenses that could help MY VISION! now this is huge! june 12th, check out the website: http://irlen.com
very cool stuff.
been porchin alot the season is starting. the winter was actually winter, missed a bunch of days due to the office being closed and that ruled ALOT.
sum went back into the hosp. for her ED, that was no bueno. and she was in the week of MY bday, no bueno, she struggles too much, it's just too much, and i want to be "normal" we're working on it, i guess ive just come to realize with age, what EXACTLY I WANT AND WHAT EXACTLY I DONT WANT and i put my fist up to it and say NO MORE OF THIS. im stronger now and more aware of my power and i want that, i dont want to settle ANYMORE not settling for lame jobs, not settling for bad times, not settling at all and guess what? i dont have to. this is MY LIFE ive got one chance and ive got to be happy.
ive beenmaking better choices for me, not going to things if i dont really want to, hanging alone a little more, getting into my studies and actually being real this time, im just changing alot and i love it but its been hard too, dont get me wrong.
such is life though
all the cats are well, gee needs her paw looked at though, we got work to do on our apt. over winter we started working with a friend on organizing our stuff, got curtains up, did the closet and started our room.
im also dress obsessed and ONLY WEAR DRESSES NOW and omg my hair is sooooooooo long, im all fem hahaha.
anyways, i see my goals and im reaching for shooting stars, peace ya'll
well,
im FINALLY OFFICIALLY STUDYING FOR THE GRE'S!!!!!!!!!!
yes folks back to school i will go, eventually
ive got ALOT of upward climbing to do in regards to studying
im a very rusty one, but ive got a tutor and will power so im all set.
going for an MFA program in the field of creative writing, see im gonna be a professor!
i turned 32 in march
got my credit score, trying to work on it
trying to change my life and take it to the next level.
my relationship is well, but sum is very busy working on self stuff right now
we were doing couples for a few months and that was real helpful
we even opened our relationship for a couple months, i mean technically
but just for one person. it went good it went bad it went all over the place
but the bottom line is sum and or and we closed it up and yeah. very FUN TIMES! hehe
moms is dating and has a rather serious bf that she claims is not the case. but it IS.
through a great friend im going to try this new technique with my eyeglass lenses that could help MY VISION! now this is huge! june 12th, check out the website: http://irlen.com
very cool stuff.
been porchin alot the season is starting. the winter was actually winter, missed a bunch of days due to the office being closed and that ruled ALOT.
sum went back into the hosp. for her ED, that was no bueno. and she was in the week of MY bday, no bueno, she struggles too much, it's just too much, and i want to be "normal" we're working on it, i guess ive just come to realize with age, what EXACTLY I WANT AND WHAT EXACTLY I DONT WANT and i put my fist up to it and say NO MORE OF THIS. im stronger now and more aware of my power and i want that, i dont want to settle ANYMORE not settling for lame jobs, not settling for bad times, not settling at all and guess what? i dont have to. this is MY LIFE ive got one chance and ive got to be happy.
ive beenmaking better choices for me, not going to things if i dont really want to, hanging alone a little more, getting into my studies and actually being real this time, im just changing alot and i love it but its been hard too, dont get me wrong.
such is life though
all the cats are well, gee needs her paw looked at though, we got work to do on our apt. over winter we started working with a friend on organizing our stuff, got curtains up, did the closet and started our room.
im also dress obsessed and ONLY WEAR DRESSES NOW and omg my hair is sooooooooo long, im all fem hahaha.
anyways, i see my goals and im reaching for shooting stars, peace ya'll