need help NOW

[squintingsun]

hi guys,

just a simple question.

WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE?

1. i cant keep answering phones and processing data
2. i cant live in a tiny ass apt and continue to rent
3. i cant be without a kid for ever, cause i love babies.

I need meaning and substance and OMG, i dunno what to doooooooooooooooooooooooooo