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The rain is killing me. I want to go outside and run around but it is too goddamn wet. I want Brandon to come visit Nicasio with me, but he will not. I cannot shake the feeling that we are mad at eachother today, but equally I can't figure out about what. It is mostly that just shut off communication suddenly. I want to hang out and chat and he want's to play tetris all alone. He is moving very soon and that makes me want to hang around him a lot, but he is always so busy making stickers or talking to Rafi or whatever. It frustrates me and then we get annoyed at eachother and then we don't talk for the rest of the night. See tonight. So with some luck he will succede in his Pot fast before he flys out.