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[squidgit22]

So I have been home for almost a month now. I haven't done anything except sit on my ass in my pajamas, watch tv, start making a blanket, work on my pictures, and occasionally see Peter (when one of us were able to get a car).......althought I have been basicly stuck in my house day in and day out (because i'm a loser and don't like to call people) I still don't miss or wish I was back in Vienna at all. Is that bad? I mean.....right now, I don't really feel like i even WANT to go BACK to Austria. Sometimes I feel like this past semester was just a huge waste of time (and money) on my part. I don't feel like I learned a whole lot except that I hate big cities, the Vienese are rude, and I don't like people who invest so much time and money in drinking, being a slut, and pretending like they have more money than they really do (and then complaining about how they don't have any money when you ask to borrow 5 euros).....maybe it is still too soon after the trip to really let all of the experiences sink in.....but I wish I had gone some where else.....somewhere where it wasn't so westernized....where there was more of a distinct culture.....maybe even somewhere where I hadn't been with a bunch of Linfield people so that I could have really gotten a feel for the city, the country, and the culture.....

so is anyone good at interpreting dreams?....i keep having a reoccurring action in my dreams (....much like a reoccurring dream...but it's, like i said, an action instead.....sometimes i dream that I have taken up smoking. I don't know why I keep dreaming about it, because I find it rather repulsive (no offense to anyone who does it) and quite unhealthy.....i just wonder what it means......