Truth and Consequence

Jun 12, 2006 09:59

To tell the truth I am actually quite pleased with myself. Things are going very well in an underhanded and quiet way. I feel no real sense of need or want at this time. Very stange, since I don't quite have what I want or what I feel I need. I am closer. But the distance that exists is useful. It allows me to act as something different for a change.

My nights are getting longer. Each day is a shorter copy of the last. Even weekends now seem like a drop in the bucket. Is life moving too fast or am I letting it rush around me. I see a clear and pleasant path for myself. Yet I do lack the courage to take it. I will make the first steps soon.

People are not as they seem. It appears that values once held on to are being let go in order to satisfy more petty and basic purposes. I will not be leting go. As I have never had values to begin with. I am instumental in others letting go.

This week should be interesting if it progresses like weeks past.
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