Feb 01, 2010 22:45
So the apartment below Celestes caught on fire and the firefighters had to kick in the door to make sure the apartment wasnt on fire too. Well it was fine and they put out the fire before it could do any real damage to our apartment. Neither of us were there at the time so i guess that was good. I wouldnt have wanted to be there while the building was on fire or have to wait outside for hours while they put it out. Well, even though theres nothing wrong with our apartment besides it smelling like smoke Celeste said she is going to see if they will let her get out of her lease early. Which really fucks me over because i have no where to go and if we dont have the apartment i will have absolutely no way of getting the job i am supposed to start training for in a couple weeks. I really need this job. I was planning on saving up all my money the first month and then getting my own apartment after that but now im extremely stressed about where im going to stay for now. I wont be able to have this job because i have no way of getting there... I would have gotten a job in monroe or adrian but i have tried so hard there and there is absolutely nothing. I'm at the point where i feel i am not ever going to have my own place and i will be on the street. I try so hard and I try to be as generous as possible but i always get shit on. Nothing i do seems to matter. Eric is always supportive and he is really the only thing i have that will always be there for me. I was hoping this year would be better than last but besides Eric this year is starting to get worse and worse. I have already been kicked out of one... maybe two places. I have nowhere to go and no money to start again.... thanks god... you bastard.