buh

[squeeze_tighter]

i'm sleepy. christmas was good. we're leaving for florida in about 4 hours. i'm gonna miss scott. we've spent a lot of time together lately, so it will be good for us to have some space. break sucks a bit though. my friends seem to be too busy for me or i dont know. but no one has called me and when i call them my calls are never returned. not cool

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[anonymous]

Jackie, please do not look at me as a threat to your and Scott's relationship. He gave me a firm talking-to about teasing you and writing on his wall. Had I wanted Scott back, I would have taken him back the million times he asked me to. Scott is no longer my type, and I do believe that I am no longer Scott's type either. Actually, the problem between Scott and me was I never was his type. In Scott's eyes, I was never good enough for him. I did not have the body of a Playboy Bunny or the sexual prowess of a porn star or an acceptance letter to Harvard, which is what he required at that time. You should be very proud of yourself because he has taken you to meet his parents, family, and friends. He hid me like a deep, dirty secret. Apparently you are everything that he wants in a girl. He was known all over the place for having terribly high standards. He demanded a beautiful, intelligent woman at the height of fashion who took really good care of herself. If he will simply take you out in public, you mean a lot to him. You should be confident of the relationship you have with him. In all honesty, I am glad that Scott found somebody to love him. I can tell you that you are very wrong when it comes to a few things about Scott. Scott is an excellent communicator. He just picks and chooses who he wants to communicate with. Also, you cannot change Scott. You are going to have to take Scott as he is or not at all. Scott changes only for Scott. I remember I had a fight with him that lasted 2 and a half hours over the fact that I could not get him to wear a collared shirt. He never did wear that collared shirt, and he lost me over a collared shirt and the fact that he was too cheap to buy me something for Valentine's Day. When you make Scott choose between himself or you, he is going to pick himself, and there is no amount of cussing or crying or mental breakdowns that you can have that will make him change. Scott is Scott, and that is it. I would appreciate it if you allowed Scott to continue to my friend. I am currently in a very unstable and rocky relationship, and sometimes I need to talk to him. Scott was my best friend for four years. However, if you wish for Scott and me to end our relationship, I will never interact with him again. I will respect your wishes.
-Candice