Rebirth...

[squealskitten]

I have not touched this thing since March. I've had so much on my mind and I never channeled any of it. I should have. But I didn't. So here I am. Because as usual I can't sleep. Thinking about someone I shouldn't be thinking about. At lot's happened in this year. I hope even more does. Hmm... so I found a poem I wrote years ago. I couldn't have been no more than 16 or maybe 17. I wonder what I was thinking about that compelled me to write. I'm really not much of a poet so it did catch me offguard. I don't usually share these things but I'm feeling outside of myself lately. If it gets stolen, the flattery is in the fact that someone was so touched, they felt compelled to permanently borrow. So here it goes...

Untitled by me
Let me be the one friend you've never had,
Sure temptation may be there always
But does it speak back to you?
Just give me a chance to prove myself
Ingest me into your world
Inhale my knowledge
Let me intoxicate you with my wisdom and experience
Let me be your natural high and take you through ups and downs
Inject my love into your heart
Let me starve you from pain and slit your fears away
Trust that I will be your quick fix
Jump to this chance and hang onto me
For I should be your last resort
You kill yourself slowly to ease your pain
I kill myself to be your friend

Hmm... I really wonder where my thoughts were when I did this. It's interesting...