Of course it improved
I feel remarkably better. Chris missed work the last two days because he is sick with symptoms that sound quite similar to mine. I wonder if we somehow had the same thing and it took a couple of days before we saw signs.
Either that or coincidental stomach flu.
Had he not gotten sick (and had I not eaten that questionable sandwich), I would have assumed that I made myself sick with anxiety. And while it may not be true, it probably contributed, and that's rather scary.
So I've once again made an appointment with a counselor and am making more plans with friends so that I don't isolate myself or get too wrapped up in my relationship.
In a somewhat related note, I think I might buy some new furniture. Mostly I want to do this because my office just had some furniture delivered today and I got all excited about the idea, but also, my apartment is so empty. Maybe if it felt a bit more like a home, it wouldn't be so hard to be there. Alone.
I just hope it has some positive effect and doesn't just end with me acquiring a bunch of crap that I really don't need.
Either that or coincidental stomach flu.
Had he not gotten sick (and had I not eaten that questionable sandwich), I would have assumed that I made myself sick with anxiety. And while it may not be true, it probably contributed, and that's rather scary.
So I've once again made an appointment with a counselor and am making more plans with friends so that I don't isolate myself or get too wrapped up in my relationship.
In a somewhat related note, I think I might buy some new furniture. Mostly I want to do this because my office just had some furniture delivered today and I got all excited about the idea, but also, my apartment is so empty. Maybe if it felt a bit more like a home, it wouldn't be so hard to be there. Alone.
I just hope it has some positive effect and doesn't just end with me acquiring a bunch of crap that I really don't need.