3 Days and Counting

Nov 15, 2004 21:47

3 Days Left untill 18....wow who really cares what really happens at 18? I become legel, I can buy ciggaretts, I can vote...over the years ive come to realize that the older you get the more you birthday becomes unimportant. i think that when people can remember your birthday and go out of there way to make a gestur and at least say Something to you about it there the ones who care because they acttually took the time to remember it. when you turn 18 you think bad ass i can move out and get on my own and become independent but you cant because you have know credit, i hate the way the world works. but thats just the way it has to be. things are all still messed up at the moment i am still home less i think ive decided that what i really want to happen for my birthday is for all this scrambled ness to come to an end and i get an apt. I really wish i had the money for all the things that i want in life but i guess knowone really does unless there above poverty. i have to go things to do and people to see...
Previous post Next post
Up