Hmmm...I want to write God an E-mail

[squeak505]

So um God is trying to make a point or something with everything that has happened in the past couple of weeks and I'm just not seeing that lesson that needs to be learned. I'm just wondering if I am so blind that I can not even see the truth that lies infront of my eyes or if its a hidden message that will take time for me to understand. I know God will never give you more than your heart can handle but I think I'm close to that breakig point.I just want to write God an e-mail and ask him what it is that was supposed to come from all of this. I am trying so hard to be patient, to be that good Christian, to be loving,loyal, caring and I'm trying to watch out for everyones best interest but it seems I missed him memo to me telling me what i'm missing, what it is i'm not understanding. I know God has a purpose, a reason for everything and I am very curious on what this outcome holds. I just don't know...I need help.

Thanks Roomies for all your support...much love and hope.
Kels.~