Holding tightly to the past
It is days like these when I miss just hanging out with all my old friends. Driving around with the windows down, having no real place to be. Laughing over what happened in 1st block and just being young. School has hit a major boring point where I simply go to classes and take test. Nothing really is changing and I feel as if time has in a since stopped. Or at least I have stopped. I find myself reflecting more upon my passed and wondering what could have been rather than the present and what is to come. I think it's just a stage I'm in but the more this year goes on, it seems the tighter I am grasping onto what can never stay the same. Sadly I now understand the whole "I wish I were six" idea...scary enough we are growing old and going to have to grow up...I don't know if I am ready. *sigh* I miss everyone.