Uhm.
Uhm. I just majorly embarassed myself today.
Quick! Hole!!!
It involves my stage fright (which returned in giddy vengence, buAHahahahaha!!! TQ for asking), my big mouth, a huge stage (Hall of Fame...), a panel consisting of industry people and lecturers, and a nice little crowd of people.
The ripples that your cup of water made was not from T-Rex, but rather, me. Sorry to the people who felt my hippo tremors T_T. I was shakin' like Elvis but I ain't dancin'.
It's not as bad as I may make it seem, but it's still VERY mortifying for me. I haven't felt like a fool for a long long time. This visit from the past that I'm not to inclined to meet again, but fate, ah! Nearly wanted to cry but didn't, because I'm reminding myself that I'm still learning, step by step. I'm slower than most people, and I'm trying my best. Even if it will bring a lot of clumsy tripping and many falls on my face (metaphorically), I still want to go forward.
たって！そこであるいてください。いつも、いつも。みらいのところがいきたいよ。
Even though sometimes I blink and I'm back at where I started. It's annoying, all I can say. I feel like such a weak creature. Keep, keep walking forward. Fix your eyes on the path in front of you.
But it's good... this experience. It volley-smashes my flaws to the ground for all to see, but at least I can see what went wrong. I mean, I moaned to a few people abt this, but all of them go, "Nevermind, chalk it up as experience." If it was supposed to make me feel better, at that moment, it didn't lol. As said, am very embarassed, but then again, what's this compared to the number of times I've embarassed myself? I love my friends for still being a friend even though I can be a little weird, awkward and unOrthodox sometimes.
It's a bit hard to admit your own shortcomings. In fact, I had to pull my self-confession out by cajoling, quick sharp tugs, and finally, threats. Then I'm glad I did.
On another note:
... I am very amused by this.
XDXD
Quick! Hole!!!
It involves my stage fright (which returned in giddy vengence, buAHahahahaha!!! TQ for asking), my big mouth, a huge stage (Hall of Fame...), a panel consisting of industry people and lecturers, and a nice little crowd of people.
The ripples that your cup of water made was not from T-Rex, but rather, me. Sorry to the people who felt my hippo tremors T_T. I was shakin' like Elvis but I ain't dancin'.
It's not as bad as I may make it seem, but it's still VERY mortifying for me. I haven't felt like a fool for a long long time. This visit from the past that I'm not to inclined to meet again, but fate, ah! Nearly wanted to cry but didn't, because I'm reminding myself that I'm still learning, step by step. I'm slower than most people, and I'm trying my best. Even if it will bring a lot of clumsy tripping and many falls on my face (metaphorically), I still want to go forward.
たって！そこであるいてください。いつも、いつも。みらいのところがいきたいよ。
Even though sometimes I blink and I'm back at where I started. It's annoying, all I can say. I feel like such a weak creature. Keep, keep walking forward. Fix your eyes on the path in front of you.
But it's good... this experience. It volley-smashes my flaws to the ground for all to see, but at least I can see what went wrong. I mean, I moaned to a few people abt this, but all of them go, "Nevermind, chalk it up as experience." If it was supposed to make me feel better, at that moment, it didn't lol. As said, am very embarassed, but then again, what's this compared to the number of times I've embarassed myself? I love my friends for still being a friend even though I can be a little weird, awkward and unOrthodox sometimes.
It's a bit hard to admit your own shortcomings. In fact, I had to pull my self-confession out by cajoling, quick sharp tugs, and finally, threats. Then I'm glad I did.
On another note:
... I am very amused by this.
XDXD