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i think i realized why i have been feeling this way. i was just surprised, and caught off guard. but now i'm in my "eeww, that guy is gross" stage with him. which feels way normal, so i feel a lot better.
i know that sounds lame, but its true. and, honestly, i dunno how that happened. well, actually i do. i definitely stuck around the other night because i thought he wanted had a crush on me and i wanted to let it pan out and see what would happen. //shrug// but that's okay. no harm done. because maybe i'm not completely ready for something steady.
*looking forward to dinner tonight with carlos and alyse. i really think we just need to hang out and talk.
lambda alpha meeting tonight. i hope people show up.
i know that sounds lame, but its true. and, honestly, i dunno how that happened. well, actually i do. i definitely stuck around the other night because i thought he wanted had a crush on me and i wanted to let it pan out and see what would happen. //shrug// but that's okay. no harm done. because maybe i'm not completely ready for something steady.
*looking forward to dinner tonight with carlos and alyse. i really think we just need to hang out and talk.
lambda alpha meeting tonight. i hope people show up.