who knows?
things have been....interesting lately.
in retrospect, i find out why things happen as they do....
perhaps one of my biggest "character flaws", is always trying to make everyone else happy. and in the end, i'm the one who gets hurt.
i've always been this way, i guess. and the sad thing about it is that the people for whom i'm bending over backward don't realize how much i'm trying to do for them. and they get angry. it's understandable, i might be angry too.
it's easy to say that you wished things could have turned out differently, i do this all the time. and it's easier to reflect upon the past and say that you knew this all along...something i do all the time too. but it's hard to admit to someone that you made a mistake, and have that person still look at you like you're some sort of failure...if not in anything other than in their eyes. this hurts much more than admitting your flaws.
so in the words of pedro the lion: "it's not like it wasn't all for you, but like everything i do, it's misunderstood..."
in retrospect, i find out why things happen as they do....
perhaps one of my biggest "character flaws", is always trying to make everyone else happy. and in the end, i'm the one who gets hurt.
i've always been this way, i guess. and the sad thing about it is that the people for whom i'm bending over backward don't realize how much i'm trying to do for them. and they get angry. it's understandable, i might be angry too.
it's easy to say that you wished things could have turned out differently, i do this all the time. and it's easier to reflect upon the past and say that you knew this all along...something i do all the time too. but it's hard to admit to someone that you made a mistake, and have that person still look at you like you're some sort of failure...if not in anything other than in their eyes. this hurts much more than admitting your flaws.
so in the words of pedro the lion: "it's not like it wasn't all for you, but like everything i do, it's misunderstood..."