Boredom
BOREDOM cuz of HW hehe well actually it makes me feel proud that i got myself to do it in the first place.
feeling much better from depression before and now feeling lots of love for family __ mommie, daddie, sis, lil auntie, plushies...etc
though we are in a heap of trouble w/ money and junk cuz parents working lots and not getting much and w/ paying tuition of college for sis and me this next school year life gonna get crazy ...i think...if things gets really bad i will try try try and grow up and stop being a baby under mama's wings and get a job to earn extra money...scary to think ahhhhh i don't work well w/ ppl maining not good at sucking up/force smiles all day for customers/anything..to do w/ dealing w/ ppl...ahhhhhh but i must learn...
oh yes and expenses parents have to go through...for my bday coming up next month not to mention our shopping bills already over the roof for our own sake...ahhhhh i just CAN"T SAY NO TO CLOTHES AND NICE LOOKING THINGS OH WHY... and not only me..though we all just spends...XO eghhh....
falling off cliff to poorer proverty heheh is that possible...sadly yes...well off i go w/ my rants just bored...now...and trying to type up all my work.
feeling much better from depression before and now feeling lots of love for family __ mommie, daddie, sis, lil auntie, plushies...etc
though we are in a heap of trouble w/ money and junk cuz parents working lots and not getting much and w/ paying tuition of college for sis and me this next school year life gonna get crazy ...i think...if things gets really bad i will try try try and grow up and stop being a baby under mama's wings and get a job to earn extra money...scary to think ahhhhh i don't work well w/ ppl maining not good at sucking up/force smiles all day for customers/anything..to do w/ dealing w/ ppl...ahhhhhh but i must learn...
oh yes and expenses parents have to go through...for my bday coming up next month not to mention our shopping bills already over the roof for our own sake...ahhhhh i just CAN"T SAY NO TO CLOTHES AND NICE LOOKING THINGS OH WHY... and not only me..though we all just spends...XO eghhh....
falling off cliff to poorer proverty heheh is that possible...sadly yes...well off i go w/ my rants just bored...now...and trying to type up all my work.