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What sucks royally is the one time I do get a chance to see you and talk to you ... I can't. That everytime I did I had to search the entire bowling alley. Afraid of pissing him off. I was so dumb. I shouldve just done it and let him say goodbye. What's sad is that the only time I smiled was cause of you or Drew. Tho it was nice too.... I so wanted to go over and dance with y'all. Just have fun for the night. It was such a good day. I moved into my own place. Started making my room mine. And I love it so far. I love having my bed. All my clothes. All my bath stuff. Love taking baths! And I was hoping to follow all that with a good night. I shouldve known it was bad once him and I started fighting. My bro could totally tell I wasn't ok but I'll survive always have. I love that I have my own place that I can spend my own time in. Let the world go on without me for just a little bit and enjoy. Clear my thoughts... Write again.... Sleep lol. I appologize to the both of u for what Tuesday was like. Don't worry it won't happen again. We don't begoing or just I will go. Idk. What I'm doing ..., kinda need to figure that one out!