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so im feeling all kinds of shit today. first off i dont' feel well. secondly im fucking tired of people asking me if the "rumors" are true. fuck it mind your own god damn business! Seriously i can't go a day without someone asking. My 2nd mom who I haven't seen in a few months asked me today...or rather said "I heard a rumor about you...*i knew what it was*...well..." "no" I can't help what he does I just wish he'd be straight about it. I know he doesn't like talking about it with others either but fuck when my brother go "you heard about it yesterday...and we just heard about it today thats fucked up" im sorry ic an't help what he tells me. I need to know but I dont' want to push it because I may end up with nothing. I want to punch myself in the face right now!
Last weekend was a riot I went to Yuma on Friday evening and then partied with my cousins, uncle and a shit load of marines till 3am! Haha margaritas totally kick my ass. Marines are hot. It was fun though. I slept all the way home on saturday because I had to rest up for saturday night. Saturday was unbelievable. I wish I could tell you all of what happened but my memory only allows me bits and pieces. I picked Roman up and we went down to one of the local bars and met up with Liv and Matt. Started drinking then one of their friends met up with us and before you know it we had an entire table full of ppeople. They kept giving me drinks. I kept drinking. Which can only lead to drunkenness. We went down to on eof the clubs where the drinking continued. I should have stopped, but I didn't. Then the dancing began. It shouldn't have. I danced by myself, with Liv, with Erica, Matt and Roman. I molested Roman like no other, it was so much fun! We then picked up a few more people and headed over to Kokomo's where yet again I ended up in the cage with Liv. And I made Erica come get in with us. We had a blast. I was a mad woman! Then guys started hollering and trying to get all up on the cage and I was just like SHIT and then Roman came and stood by the cage and stuff so I felt all safe but he wouldn't come in. Sadness. I got out, continued to molest him made out with him like no other. He kept telling me we should go back to his house, but I continued to dance and stuff. I broke my f'n shoe, but they fixed it for me. We went bck to the Red Room and danced *I think* and then ended up on the couches all saying "yea I'm going to pass out if we don't go home..." So erica drove us back to my car and Roman drove us home with the grace of God, we still dont' know how we got home. I ended ups taying over there and got back hoem at 1030AM my parents were a little peeved but oh well fuck it its not like I do it every weekend. But we had so much fun, he made me breakfast that morning and stuff, although I didnt have an appetite so I didn't eat. Oh well fun fun fun! I love being a kid! The next day I heard some stuff that I supposedly did, I don't believe any of it but what you don't remember didn't happen or at least thats how we like to call it!
So yea I'm still confused. He just text me and shit I want him to come over but I know its late :( seeings how he has to work in 7 hours. Damn work! What do i do!
Last weekend was a riot I went to Yuma on Friday evening and then partied with my cousins, uncle and a shit load of marines till 3am! Haha margaritas totally kick my ass. Marines are hot. It was fun though. I slept all the way home on saturday because I had to rest up for saturday night. Saturday was unbelievable. I wish I could tell you all of what happened but my memory only allows me bits and pieces. I picked Roman up and we went down to one of the local bars and met up with Liv and Matt. Started drinking then one of their friends met up with us and before you know it we had an entire table full of ppeople. They kept giving me drinks. I kept drinking. Which can only lead to drunkenness. We went down to on eof the clubs where the drinking continued. I should have stopped, but I didn't. Then the dancing began. It shouldn't have. I danced by myself, with Liv, with Erica, Matt and Roman. I molested Roman like no other, it was so much fun! We then picked up a few more people and headed over to Kokomo's where yet again I ended up in the cage with Liv. And I made Erica come get in with us. We had a blast. I was a mad woman! Then guys started hollering and trying to get all up on the cage and I was just like SHIT and then Roman came and stood by the cage and stuff so I felt all safe but he wouldn't come in. Sadness. I got out, continued to molest him made out with him like no other. He kept telling me we should go back to his house, but I continued to dance and stuff. I broke my f'n shoe, but they fixed it for me. We went bck to the Red Room and danced *I think* and then ended up on the couches all saying "yea I'm going to pass out if we don't go home..." So erica drove us back to my car and Roman drove us home with the grace of God, we still dont' know how we got home. I ended ups taying over there and got back hoem at 1030AM my parents were a little peeved but oh well fuck it its not like I do it every weekend. But we had so much fun, he made me breakfast that morning and stuff, although I didnt have an appetite so I didn't eat. Oh well fun fun fun! I love being a kid! The next day I heard some stuff that I supposedly did, I don't believe any of it but what you don't remember didn't happen or at least thats how we like to call it!
So yea I'm still confused. He just text me and shit I want him to come over but I know its late :( seeings how he has to work in 7 hours. Damn work! What do i do!