Crumbling
I feel like I'm crumbling again. I'm so disappointed in my artwork these past few weeks. I'm disappointed with things going outside my online life.
I just... I feel bad and I feel bad for admitting how much I'm hurting. I'm scared to tell someone face to face or something as simple as PM in fear of people thinking me as weak or a whiner or attention seeking or being passive aggressive. I felt so worried about those feelings I've deleted posts and edited comments.
I still don't think I worded this right.
I just... I feel bad and I feel bad for admitting how much I'm hurting. I'm scared to tell someone face to face or something as simple as PM in fear of people thinking me as weak or a whiner or attention seeking or being passive aggressive. I felt so worried about those feelings I've deleted posts and edited comments.
I still don't think I worded this right.