Life is full of mistakes.....:(
Ya know..they always say that life is full of mistakes...well ya know Im starting to think that I made a big mistake...Im just trying to decide if I wanna try to fix it or if I wanna keep going and just hope like hell that everything works on in the end for the best of things. Sometimes it's weriod how at the time when your making up ur mind as to what to do, your set....but then after a while your just like OMG..I finally have everything that I want yet...Im still lost and empty.....ya know like part of you is completely missing and dead.......
I finally got the job I want, I go out with friends like all the time now...and I am even a member of a derby team....yea I know it's redneckie but so what! It's gonna be alot of fun and Im looking forward to it! Im excited! ERG! any ways back to what I was saying....I sometimes feel that I made a huge ass mistake....
Im really going thru missing Jase....It's really odd knowing that I won't see him again, I won't get cuddles any more, and I will be alone forever. I don't wanna die alone....UGH Ok I have drank to much and Im gonna go to bed :)
I finally got the job I want, I go out with friends like all the time now...and I am even a member of a derby team....yea I know it's redneckie but so what! It's gonna be alot of fun and Im looking forward to it! Im excited! ERG! any ways back to what I was saying....I sometimes feel that I made a huge ass mistake....
Im really going thru missing Jase....It's really odd knowing that I won't see him again, I won't get cuddles any more, and I will be alone forever. I don't wanna die alone....UGH Ok I have drank to much and Im gonna go to bed :)