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I haven't talked to him in a couple days. I haven't seen him in a couple weeks. I miss him in so many ways. My days are getting better, I can smile now but something always reminds me of him. Today I put in one of his Cd's, it took everything I had to not cry. I miss arguing over music with him. I always liked his music but it was fun to argue about something.
I saw his picture today on his livejournal. He hasn't changed. That made me tear up.
Why can't everything be back to normal?
My friends all tell me that I am never going to permantly heal, I will get to the point where I can forget about it but I will always hurt when I think about him.
I haven't been able to sleep. I stay awake late thinking about where I want to go and what I want in my life. I am not sure, all I know is I want love.
I saw his picture today on his livejournal. He hasn't changed. That made me tear up.
Why can't everything be back to normal?
My friends all tell me that I am never going to permantly heal, I will get to the point where I can forget about it but I will always hurt when I think about him.
I haven't been able to sleep. I stay awake late thinking about where I want to go and what I want in my life. I am not sure, all I know is I want love.