To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you... welcome to my life...
So yeah, Friday night I went to Melissa's "get-together." She had her bf and a couple of his friends over. They were funny, however, not my type in the least... We had some fun though, I slept over there. We looked at old pictures of us. We used to have so much fun. Good times, good times.
Saturday I went to flags for a few hours, we finished choreographing the 3 minute. Now we just need an ending for our lyrical and we'll be all set. You know, minus the fact that we have no drill and nobody knows the entire routine and we compete in like a month and a half! The worry will set in shortly and I wont be able to sleep at night... Arg. My girls are so good though, they'll tough right through it!
After flags I went to Verizon to try and get a new phone. Those bastards hate me, they will NOT give me a new phone. Even if I extend my plan I can't have one. Grrr. Good service, I never drop calls or anything, but come on, just give me a phone!!
Then my parents and I went out to eat. I never spend any time with them, and I was waiting for Brett to call back anyways, so I took the oppertunity to get free eats and stuff. Then they took me to target and I got lots of cute worthless crap! But hey, they paid for it, so I'm not gonna turn it down!
Then Johnny invited me to go to PJ's for a little itty bitty party. I called PJ and made sure that was ok, considering we haven't talked in months. He said I could come, so I went. It turned out to be a wonderful, wonderful choice. Brett finally called me back like 5 minutes after I arrived in Schaumburg. He was at a party and wanted me to go, but hello, I'm 45 minutes away. He couldn't have called an hour before? NOOO. He's a silly willy.
It's all good though, PJ's was awesome. I saw Eddie. Haven't seen him for almost a year, literally. He got cool. He used to be a kiss ass and totally boring. Now he has parties and stuff, which makes him cool with me. Eddie and his friend left and it was me, PJ, Johnny, and Randy. We all slept at PJ's. In all the years I've known them, we've never had a sleepover all together. I've slept at Randy's a hundred times, and PJ has also been there, but never John. Johnny took a whole bunch of shots of rum. I dunno how anyone can drink straight liquor. It's gotta be diluted and girly for me! PJ was drunk and acting very very strange.....
It was funny though, we had a short argument about who's fault it was that we weren't friends for a while. Randy said it was his fault cause he got so angry. PJ said it was his fault cause he was jealous about Kent. Johnny said it was his fault for telling Randy and PJ about Bryan. It's funny, I don't think I said "Oh guys, it was all my fault!" It totally was too, because I was the one who wanted to move on. But I certainly wasn't going to take the blame then. Noooo way!
There was drinking going on until like 5 am. 2 McDonalds runs later, we fell asleep around 7. I got up to go to work at 9. That sucked. Far worth it though, it was a great evening.
Sunday I worked til 5. Then we had our work pizza party thing. Chris and Kent were too cool to go. Screw them! We went to Uno's and it was yummy! Then me, Brett, and Will went to the Fairfield Inn to see Jordan. We hung out there in the laundry room for a little while. Then Brett and I left. We drove around in his big ass van for a while, got bored and parked. We sat in the back and talked. He is so funny, and so bad at flirting that it just makes me laugh. How he has ever had a gf I have no idea. The girl probably took control of the situation is my guess. He told me that he loves the way I laugh, which is odd cause I have the most annoying laugh ever. If you call his cell phone you can hear me in the backround of his voicemail laughing and every time I hear it I get embarrassed that that's how I sound when I laugh. Everybody makes fun of me when I do it too, but I can't help it. I need to breath when I laugh and if it makes a funny noise, then I'm sorry!
He also told me he loves hanging out with me and we should do it more often and blah blah blah. We talked about some other stuff, and then, for like no reason at all, he told me he loved me. Now, I'm fairly sure he meant as a friend, but all I said was "That's sweet," cause I couldn't think of a good response. Then I looked at the floor for a minute.
He gave me a back massage for like an hour, literally. It was sooooo wonderful. The car was cold and we were real close, it was sorta romantic, somehow. Eh, I dunno. He's a sweetheart, and I hate Kent, so I'm sure you'll be hearing a lot about Brett now. So be prepared!!
On a quick side note, I saw a picture of Ricky, and OMG did he turn into a hottie!!! Damn do I wish I still talked to him! Seriously, I want to do something over break with him even though it'll be totally weird and awkward. It'd probably be worth it to see him, his muscles seriously could make me hot, lol. I IMed him and he said he can bench 245. He only weighs 154. Ohhh such a hottie....
Well, I have a speech tomorrow. The last one of the semester... So far I have gotten two A's even though both my speeches were too short. Yay for that! I've gotten an A on everything except one paper, and that's cause I didn't do it. The final is a take-home one, so unless I like spill something on it, I bet I'll get either a low A or a B in the class. Woo Whoo!
Much Love,
Rachel
Saturday I went to flags for a few hours, we finished choreographing the 3 minute. Now we just need an ending for our lyrical and we'll be all set. You know, minus the fact that we have no drill and nobody knows the entire routine and we compete in like a month and a half! The worry will set in shortly and I wont be able to sleep at night... Arg. My girls are so good though, they'll tough right through it!
After flags I went to Verizon to try and get a new phone. Those bastards hate me, they will NOT give me a new phone. Even if I extend my plan I can't have one. Grrr. Good service, I never drop calls or anything, but come on, just give me a phone!!
Then my parents and I went out to eat. I never spend any time with them, and I was waiting for Brett to call back anyways, so I took the oppertunity to get free eats and stuff. Then they took me to target and I got lots of cute worthless crap! But hey, they paid for it, so I'm not gonna turn it down!
Then Johnny invited me to go to PJ's for a little itty bitty party. I called PJ and made sure that was ok, considering we haven't talked in months. He said I could come, so I went. It turned out to be a wonderful, wonderful choice. Brett finally called me back like 5 minutes after I arrived in Schaumburg. He was at a party and wanted me to go, but hello, I'm 45 minutes away. He couldn't have called an hour before? NOOO. He's a silly willy.
It's all good though, PJ's was awesome. I saw Eddie. Haven't seen him for almost a year, literally. He got cool. He used to be a kiss ass and totally boring. Now he has parties and stuff, which makes him cool with me. Eddie and his friend left and it was me, PJ, Johnny, and Randy. We all slept at PJ's. In all the years I've known them, we've never had a sleepover all together. I've slept at Randy's a hundred times, and PJ has also been there, but never John. Johnny took a whole bunch of shots of rum. I dunno how anyone can drink straight liquor. It's gotta be diluted and girly for me! PJ was drunk and acting very very strange.....
It was funny though, we had a short argument about who's fault it was that we weren't friends for a while. Randy said it was his fault cause he got so angry. PJ said it was his fault cause he was jealous about Kent. Johnny said it was his fault for telling Randy and PJ about Bryan. It's funny, I don't think I said "Oh guys, it was all my fault!" It totally was too, because I was the one who wanted to move on. But I certainly wasn't going to take the blame then. Noooo way!
There was drinking going on until like 5 am. 2 McDonalds runs later, we fell asleep around 7. I got up to go to work at 9. That sucked. Far worth it though, it was a great evening.
Sunday I worked til 5. Then we had our work pizza party thing. Chris and Kent were too cool to go. Screw them! We went to Uno's and it was yummy! Then me, Brett, and Will went to the Fairfield Inn to see Jordan. We hung out there in the laundry room for a little while. Then Brett and I left. We drove around in his big ass van for a while, got bored and parked. We sat in the back and talked. He is so funny, and so bad at flirting that it just makes me laugh. How he has ever had a gf I have no idea. The girl probably took control of the situation is my guess. He told me that he loves the way I laugh, which is odd cause I have the most annoying laugh ever. If you call his cell phone you can hear me in the backround of his voicemail laughing and every time I hear it I get embarrassed that that's how I sound when I laugh. Everybody makes fun of me when I do it too, but I can't help it. I need to breath when I laugh and if it makes a funny noise, then I'm sorry!
He also told me he loves hanging out with me and we should do it more often and blah blah blah. We talked about some other stuff, and then, for like no reason at all, he told me he loved me. Now, I'm fairly sure he meant as a friend, but all I said was "That's sweet," cause I couldn't think of a good response. Then I looked at the floor for a minute.
He gave me a back massage for like an hour, literally. It was sooooo wonderful. The car was cold and we were real close, it was sorta romantic, somehow. Eh, I dunno. He's a sweetheart, and I hate Kent, so I'm sure you'll be hearing a lot about Brett now. So be prepared!!
On a quick side note, I saw a picture of Ricky, and OMG did he turn into a hottie!!! Damn do I wish I still talked to him! Seriously, I want to do something over break with him even though it'll be totally weird and awkward. It'd probably be worth it to see him, his muscles seriously could make me hot, lol. I IMed him and he said he can bench 245. He only weighs 154. Ohhh such a hottie....
Well, I have a speech tomorrow. The last one of the semester... So far I have gotten two A's even though both my speeches were too short. Yay for that! I've gotten an A on everything except one paper, and that's cause I didn't do it. The final is a take-home one, so unless I like spill something on it, I bet I'll get either a low A or a B in the class. Woo Whoo!
Much Love,
Rachel