All I need is everything you are, complete.
Blah. I'm mad. It's Friday night at 10:30 and I'm home sitting online. That just sucks so much it's unbelivable. Kent and I are fighting, again. He pisses me off so much. He asked me tonight if I'd be mad if he took Ally out. Uh, HELLO, stupid, yeah! I sort of think he just asked to piss me off though, but still anyone who knows me knows I like to be the ONLY girl. I dunno why, I just insist upon it. I think that's why I love working at the box, it's me and a bunch of boys!
I don't even like Kent like that really anymore, I mean, I must like him a little cause I get jealous everytime there is another girl around, but I don't want him. I just don't want anyone else to have him either. I want to be the "it" girl. Nobody else! Geeze!
Brett is looking like a much better choice anyways. I tried to do something with him tonight when Kent ditched me, but he didn't answer his phone and has not called me back. He's gonna be pissed when he gets that message tomorrow morning. He could have hung out with ME, but no. His friend Will works with us now, and he said when he met me, "ohhh Brett, is this the Rachel you're madly in love with?" He said it sarcastically, but I think he was trying to make me think that and Brett told his friends about me. He put his arms around me and stuff at work too. If only he knew that if he CONSTANTLY flirted with me, and stopped trying to sleep with me, he'd probably get me. Too bad, so sad. Why are all boys just trying to get some from me? I want a relationship, darn them! I'm 19! I only have 4 years to meet the man of my dreams AND marry him! My biological clock is ticking! Darn it!! All well....
Melissa called, I'm going to go to her house for a little itty bitty "get together." There will be boys, maybe I'm going to meet the man of my dreams tonight!! Yay!!
See you later, alligator! After while, crocodile!!
Much Love,
Rachylou
I don't even like Kent like that really anymore, I mean, I must like him a little cause I get jealous everytime there is another girl around, but I don't want him. I just don't want anyone else to have him either. I want to be the "it" girl. Nobody else! Geeze!
Brett is looking like a much better choice anyways. I tried to do something with him tonight when Kent ditched me, but he didn't answer his phone and has not called me back. He's gonna be pissed when he gets that message tomorrow morning. He could have hung out with ME, but no. His friend Will works with us now, and he said when he met me, "ohhh Brett, is this the Rachel you're madly in love with?" He said it sarcastically, but I think he was trying to make me think that and Brett told his friends about me. He put his arms around me and stuff at work too. If only he knew that if he CONSTANTLY flirted with me, and stopped trying to sleep with me, he'd probably get me. Too bad, so sad. Why are all boys just trying to get some from me? I want a relationship, darn them! I'm 19! I only have 4 years to meet the man of my dreams AND marry him! My biological clock is ticking! Darn it!! All well....
Melissa called, I'm going to go to her house for a little itty bitty "get together." There will be boys, maybe I'm going to meet the man of my dreams tonight!! Yay!!
See you later, alligator! After while, crocodile!!
Much Love,
Rachylou