Ballad of a red-scaled blue-yellow-eyed fire breathing coughing dragon
Today has been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
So I'm moving to Australia.
You can write to me, and I will be back eventually, but I'm moving to Australia forever.
Wanna know why?
So I wake up this morning and guess what? I can't swallow again. I haven't slept in almost a week and I can't swallow AGAIN. So I'm uber annoyed while heading off to work. This was deemed the THNGVB Day (acronym for my charming day) from then. At work, I come to find out that Rabbit's ex is writing about me online and wanting to get into contact with the both of us. Oh boy. I toddle over to get breakfast and am waiting for my bagel and "Good Lovin" is playing, so I perk up a little *Yay for happy music* I go back to work, then find I'm only doing busy work because there's nothing to do at work. Teh suck. I start to do some logging, but keep messing up and writing in the wrong month. Grrr.
After working at job one, I go to campus health and they make me wait almost 2 hours to have a doctor see me and tell me there's nothing wrong with me and i have the option to get tested for mono again but he thinks it's just me needing to wait for the medicine to work.
I go to job two and the meeting that I'm supposed to have with my new boss (that's been rescheduled three times due to poor planning on her part) is rescheduled AGAIN because she's working on something. So I walk her over to her meeting and we chat for a bit and she tells me that she knows I'm an excellent worker and that I have so much potential but because of poor training this past year I need more work so they're not giving me the coordinator position per se, but a position in which I will be acting as a TA for the CARES class. They want me to act as both a TA and a peer advisor so the students have another person to utilize as a contact. That way I can have both classroom training as well as student/advisor training.
Get back to work and am talking to a friend on the phone and he's trying to explain stuff about Rabbit's past and his ex and I get it but I don't. I'm so aggravated about being sick and having this person constantly trying to come in contact with either me or him that I'm just spitting nails. People need time to heal, and it doesn't magically happen overnight. Yes, she seems like an interesting person, but she also tried screwing things up with the two of us. I have a right to be upset. I NEED TIME TO HEAL! I caught onto that when I stopped calling Andrew and he never called, either. Mend your wounds on your own; you might be able to be in contact again in the future, maybe not. You cannot, however, just try and pick up where you left off as if it's all hunky-dory. I made that mistake and I sorely apologize for it.
Arrg. My brain's fried, my room's a mess, my throat hurts, and I still have to wait until Thursday to finish finals. Teh suck.
@~>~~
So I'm moving to Australia.
You can write to me, and I will be back eventually, but I'm moving to Australia forever.
Wanna know why?
So I wake up this morning and guess what? I can't swallow again. I haven't slept in almost a week and I can't swallow AGAIN. So I'm uber annoyed while heading off to work. This was deemed the THNGVB Day (acronym for my charming day) from then. At work, I come to find out that Rabbit's ex is writing about me online and wanting to get into contact with the both of us. Oh boy. I toddle over to get breakfast and am waiting for my bagel and "Good Lovin" is playing, so I perk up a little *Yay for happy music* I go back to work, then find I'm only doing busy work because there's nothing to do at work. Teh suck. I start to do some logging, but keep messing up and writing in the wrong month. Grrr.
After working at job one, I go to campus health and they make me wait almost 2 hours to have a doctor see me and tell me there's nothing wrong with me and i have the option to get tested for mono again but he thinks it's just me needing to wait for the medicine to work.
I go to job two and the meeting that I'm supposed to have with my new boss (that's been rescheduled three times due to poor planning on her part) is rescheduled AGAIN because she's working on something. So I walk her over to her meeting and we chat for a bit and she tells me that she knows I'm an excellent worker and that I have so much potential but because of poor training this past year I need more work so they're not giving me the coordinator position per se, but a position in which I will be acting as a TA for the CARES class. They want me to act as both a TA and a peer advisor so the students have another person to utilize as a contact. That way I can have both classroom training as well as student/advisor training.
Get back to work and am talking to a friend on the phone and he's trying to explain stuff about Rabbit's past and his ex and I get it but I don't. I'm so aggravated about being sick and having this person constantly trying to come in contact with either me or him that I'm just spitting nails. People need time to heal, and it doesn't magically happen overnight. Yes, she seems like an interesting person, but she also tried screwing things up with the two of us. I have a right to be upset. I NEED TIME TO HEAL! I caught onto that when I stopped calling Andrew and he never called, either. Mend your wounds on your own; you might be able to be in contact again in the future, maybe not. You cannot, however, just try and pick up where you left off as if it's all hunky-dory. I made that mistake and I sorely apologize for it.
Arrg. My brain's fried, my room's a mess, my throat hurts, and I still have to wait until Thursday to finish finals. Teh suck.
@~>~~