Jun 12, 2009 08:52
I needed to be a sap for a bit. Nay, I'm gonna follow your lead here. Boy's gone for the weekend so I've had a lot of time to think.
I had a horrible day last week. Absolutely horrible. I went home and was just miserable. Rabbit texted me asking how I was doing and I told him I was in a horrible mood and that I was moving to Australia.
Want to know what he did? He came home with a rose and a huge chocolate bar for me. Came in and gave me a kiss, then said he bought them so I'd feel better. I think I cried.
Yay for boys who know how to make you smile.
I miss him.
Sleep did not come so well last night. You don't realize how you've become used to having someone next to you until they're not there. When I was gone it must've sucked for him, 'cause I was miserable. I stayed up watching trashy TV until about 1-ish, then crawled into bed. I snuggled into the covers, his smell on everything, then got back up and grabbed the body pillow off the couch and put that next to me. It isn't perfect, but it's something.
@~>~~
love,
rabbit