Hittin' 116 degrees.... and it's not called Hell.....
It's so frackin' hot outside that my mother has put up foil in the windows to help retain cold. So now the kitchen looks like we're trying to connect with aliens. Gotta love the heat sometimes.
Quick shout-out to JT, 'cause he is by far one of the best people I know. Thanks for the scolding, J. I needed it. Sometimes you just need to hear things like that. It helps more than you think. Just have to keep swimming is all.
I move into my apartment on Sunday morning. I'm excited. I'm going to do a near east/middle eastern theme for my room; it's gonna look snazzy! Teal and purple and red and yellow-orange. Big pillows. Lanterns. *Giggles* I'm uber excited about it. My mom's helping me move my stuff down so I won't have to do it by myself again. I'm rather relieved because of that. And I can't wait to move in. Yay for new beginnings!
And yes, I know I say it a lot, but I just want to mention that I love this boy:
I know, we're cheesy and I talk about him too much, but it's the little things that make me so crazy about him.
- He never gets mad at me, even when I've really screwed up
- He doesn't hardly ever raise his voice to me when we're arguing
- He knows what I like and tries to strive for that
- He makes me happy with his words and his actions
- He always goes above and beyond what needs to be done
- He's willing to make sacrifices for me
- He always tells me how he's become such a better person because I'm a part of his world now
- He sings with me in the car :o)
- He isn't afraid to show his affections towards me in public
- He's willing to help me work through past issues
- He always knows what to do when I need something and usually does it without asking
- He makes a point to ensure I know how much he loves me
So yeah, we're gross, but I like us that way. And it may suck royally that he lives so far, but he's always with me no matter what. Damn accident of his only brought us closer, which is ironic to me, but I'll take him any way I can get him, even if it means broken. Just means I get to help make him all better. The crappy part? Having to wait so long to see him again. That is one thing I do not enjoy. Just a year and a half left of schooling, then I'm free.
My declaration this time isn't like what it used to be; it's more. I always talk about what love is. Well, princes and castles and Cinderella carriages can happen. Ken doesn't always choose Barbie. And the underdog wins. And I get my Rabbit, with his crazy antics and his wild dreams. The dreamers get to live in their dream world and be happy. And all is right for now.
.......except that I have the worst tummy ache this side of Texas. That part's kinda sucky.
*Edit at 4:15pm* HOMG! Bouncing off the walls!!!!! So I just got off the phone with him. He spoke to his dad about proposing and when would be best and his dad gave him a REALLY AWESOME ANSWER!! Bottom line: He likes me! His dad really likes me! And he's wanting me to stay! YIPPEE!!!!! So happy, SO HAPPY!
@~>~~
Quick shout-out to JT, 'cause he is by far one of the best people I know. Thanks for the scolding, J. I needed it. Sometimes you just need to hear things like that. It helps more than you think. Just have to keep swimming is all.
I move into my apartment on Sunday morning. I'm excited. I'm going to do a near east/middle eastern theme for my room; it's gonna look snazzy! Teal and purple and red and yellow-orange. Big pillows. Lanterns. *Giggles* I'm uber excited about it. My mom's helping me move my stuff down so I won't have to do it by myself again. I'm rather relieved because of that. And I can't wait to move in. Yay for new beginnings!
And yes, I know I say it a lot, but I just want to mention that I love this boy:
I know, we're cheesy and I talk about him too much, but it's the little things that make me so crazy about him.
- He never gets mad at me, even when I've really screwed up
- He doesn't hardly ever raise his voice to me when we're arguing
- He knows what I like and tries to strive for that
- He makes me happy with his words and his actions
- He always goes above and beyond what needs to be done
- He's willing to make sacrifices for me
- He always tells me how he's become such a better person because I'm a part of his world now
- He sings with me in the car :o)
- He isn't afraid to show his affections towards me in public
- He's willing to help me work through past issues
- He always knows what to do when I need something and usually does it without asking
- He makes a point to ensure I know how much he loves me
So yeah, we're gross, but I like us that way. And it may suck royally that he lives so far, but he's always with me no matter what. Damn accident of his only brought us closer, which is ironic to me, but I'll take him any way I can get him, even if it means broken. Just means I get to help make him all better. The crappy part? Having to wait so long to see him again. That is one thing I do not enjoy. Just a year and a half left of schooling, then I'm free.
My declaration this time isn't like what it used to be; it's more. I always talk about what love is. Well, princes and castles and Cinderella carriages can happen. Ken doesn't always choose Barbie. And the underdog wins. And I get my Rabbit, with his crazy antics and his wild dreams. The dreamers get to live in their dream world and be happy. And all is right for now.
.......except that I have the worst tummy ache this side of Texas. That part's kinda sucky.
*Edit at 4:15pm* HOMG! Bouncing off the walls!!!!! So I just got off the phone with him. He spoke to his dad about proposing and when would be best and his dad gave him a REALLY AWESOME ANSWER!! Bottom line: He likes me! His dad really likes me! And he's wanting me to stay! YIPPEE!!!!! So happy, SO HAPPY!
@~>~~