Sep 12, 2013 20:00
So, it's funny to have this need to write something, and I come back here and my life hasn't changed.
Ugh, what a terribly worded sentence, but I'm going to leave it. It's been a long time since I've written anything. I don't have writer's block. Wait, I don't know if I know exactly what that is.
Oh, wow. I just did some reading about writer's block. I've totally had it for months and months. Shit. What a mindfuck it's been.
I'm going to write soon about writer's block, but at the moment I'm just needing to writing something to break it. That's why I sat down tonight: to get something, anything, out.
It's been so long since I've written that I know my writing is really choppy. It's also not very creative, and I struggle with creativity to begin with. (I'm usually a pretty straightforward writer, is what I mean. I don't use flowery language, which is something I've always hated, but sometimes I think I could have a bit more flair.)
Anyway, so I've had terrible writer's block and I feel ready to write, but I know my writing is crappy so it's daunting. Cue more writer's block, except this time I'm going to hit publish.